Just because you have someone supporting behind your back, you can behave according to your mood..
Just because everyone say that you have a very bad temper, and they always persuade you doesn't mean that I will do the same thing..
I don't pleased you.... You want to be stubborn, I be hundred times worse than you..
You want yell, I will be hundred times louder than you...
What the hell is wrong with all the kids these days?...
Have no respect for the elders, and think that they are kings and queens of the house.
Have to roll the red carpet for them to walk when they angry...
Have to pleased them when they angry....
Kids these days..... I just dont know what to say...
I hate being at home now...facing you everyday...

Time passes on... my mum could not walk for few months because she felt from the ladder..i stayed with her in the hospital for two days.. rushing up and down everyday..visit her, fetch sis to tuition, go work, buy food for her.. it was a tiring week for me.. could not sleep well in the hospital..i kept waking up from my sleep.
no one to talk to, no one to comfort, no one to help, no one to distress ...

all i felt were too rushing and feeling so lost at the same time.
i felt that im in a lost world whereby im alone at one corner.
i did not feel well too.... i were so exhausted while working...
i dont know how long i can stand..

someone
came to me
when i need a car to go back and fetch my mum to hospital
when i need to distress
when i need to release my feelings
when i need someone to comfort me
when i need someone to support me all the time
when i need someone to be there for me when i needed it
desperately need it
when i need someone to make me laugh
when i need someone to understand me for doing so

life is not as easy as i think..
is not as happy as i think it will be..
is frustrating at times
is exhausting at times

nothing can be said than done.
initiatives are needed to proved it
strength are needed to overcome it
care and love are needed to make it better


WHAT AM I THINKING?
Went to LCCT last night to sent Shell ... Im going to miss her sooooo much.. No one to go out with, lepak, yam cha, shopping, kutuk,.....siao siao with me... :(
Well, lets just say that everything come and go.... the only matter is time..
when will it come..when will it go....
Shelllllll..missing you a......

For today, im off... took mum to pyramid and shopping spree..NOT ME.. is MY SIS...
i bought my clothes for cny.... only my sis not yet.. every year ended up me buying the most..mum paid all of it....

This week is a busy week..lots of dinner with Shell :) i enjoyed it.. im glad i did ....
time to date... no laaaa.. no time for dating..working and working and dinner..
my life is sooooo simple and feels like im single ....

freedom......
time spent....
love......
thoughts....

Im back to my own life...doing whatever i want .. no control.. no reporting...
is just me and my life...
both in he same world.....

sacrifice have to be made in order to get the things i wanted....
whether is good or bad....
it will be imperfect coz everything cant be perfect at the same time...
sacrificing is hard
relax and think....deeply and make decision....

hope everything will be fine as usual... im feeling lost .. deeper and deeper into a far away land

Today is the MOST MEMORABLE moment for this week.. :)
Having dinner with lecturers are awesome.. :)
Super funny and laughing non-stop .. random topics can turn out to be so funny...
Actually, this week's outings are the most awesome moments for this month.. especially with the ones I spent my time with ...
Cant wait for tomorrow dinner again :)
IM gonna be SO FAT this week ..hehehe...

pictures will be uploaded soon..
Off to bed soon .. working in the morning and outing at nite again :)
IM BACK!!!!!.. But, with sickness .. due to the virus in the clinic. :(

FIRST DAY,
headache and stomach not feeling well..i could not eat much.. YES!!.. CHRISTINE is not eating ALOT :)

SECOND DAY,
Sore throat started.. irritation and drinking water frequently
Flu started too..... been sneezing a lot.. is so difficult...nose red
Fever.. slightly..on and off.. gosh...

Feel like im floating when im walking... i cant even walk properly... walking like a drunk person

This shows how sick am i.. :(
Sleeping the whole day...
Missing everyone sooo much...
Especially my MOTHER PENGUIN ...

Tomorrow... farewell dinner with her and our usual crazy gang
Wed... another farewell dinner with her....


RATING: 8/10
I went and watched this movie with my friend... both of us were laughing non-stop in the cinema..super hilarious movie... love it :)
I loved john travolta movies especially when he acts in comedy genre..
i would recommend this movie ..

At first, we planned to watch jackie chan movie.. but, one of my friend could not make it.so, I wanted to watch this movie..
Too many people buying jackie chan's movie..
i decided to watch other movie since lots of people watching jackie chan now..

Im so tired today.. driving here and there .... im lazy to drive now... :(


What can i say?? I love my part time job :) ....
Learn a little about medicines....about illness ... :)
Get to see cute BABIES!!!..* i love babies...so cuteeee..it makes my day*
I have been sleeping almost the whole day. I woke up at 11am..had my breakfast and lunch..slept AGAIN at 1pm.... *raining heavily* Woke up at 4.30pm.. :)
Went and showered.. Dinner time at 5.30pm..Went to work at 6pm..Finished work at 10pm..went for supper..and now...at home facebooking n blogging...:) one day just gone like that...
Having great time chatting with victor, yvonne and shell at fb..commenting about our kononnya "future business" .. :)
Pity my kitty....paying for everything..hehehe...

This year shall be a wonderful year for me ..i know it will :)